People come & go. Even if they say so much… Somehow, as time passes. Yea.. For some reason, things just left hanging there & slowly fades away. And what used to be words that are meant to be kept and done are now all empty words.
I’m just wondering if I would get a chance to actually be able to do what I say I wanna do for you, cos I really don’t like giving people empty words. The thing is… Im wondering if I still get the chance to. Cause really, I still treasure this special friendship.
Not disappointed in anything actually cause I knew this was coming… Just that.. Honestly, I really really really dislike being left hanging there like that. I mean, if you need to say something, say it or show it. Don’t go high & dry on me like that & slowly fade away…
Trust me, it’s really not a nice feeling at all. So yea, I’ll just act dumb like nothing ever happened and get on with it :) I mean, like what else can I do about it right. Everything takes two hands to clap.
To me, being left hanging there not knowing what to do or not knowing what to feel = me walking away from it.
& yea, No worries no pushing on anything, I respect personal space and time. Maybe I just like people to be straightforward with me & just don’t keep me mind guessing, cos I really have no idea what’s going on your mid. Haha.
I’ll Take a chill pill & go on with a smile :)
Whatever comes, let it come.
(alright, feel much better “saying” this out) been a while since I told stuff to tumblr like that.
Xx. Jane.C